SOMBONG

me? sombong?

huhuuuuu....adakah aku sombong? ke aku sukar didekati? owhhhh....seriusly...i dont think im sombong.....huhuuuuuu...im one of d most friendly people ever existed in dis world....exaggerating? heheee...maybe? but truly, i despise sombong people, and i truly believe i m not.......

so, when dis one guy told me dat it seems dat im sombong, i was kinda pissed off ( a bit)....

he even mentioned i am not so friendly with my anak2 buah...... hmmmmmm...

okie, i do take critiques positively. it means dat im not defensive....however, i do feel a bit saD...aku dh nak blah baru tau anak2 buah aku terasa dgn aku....but, come again.....whut d heLL...... TAPI....i treated my anak2 buah nicely... i talk slowly, politely with them...aku tak pernah marah2 anak buah aku..... i asked information nicely....and when they cudnt give d answer, i juz smiled and requested them to deliver it soon...i even say thank u for EVERYTHING dat they gave me..... i laughed with them...i even gave my anak buah my textbooks...when my anak buah applied for a leave, i always approved it..so, apa lagi x kenaaaa? when other pengarah disturbed my anak buah, i wud ask them nicely whut happened....i never scolded them...im not perfect...im not an angeL....please respect that....i NEVER complained abt my anak2 buah...i accepted them juz d way they r.....huhuuuu...but y r they judging ME?

dis is ME..... i know my boundaries....yes, i dont eat with my anak buah....but dat DOES NOT mean i dont respect them...... bukan aku berlagak....bukan sbb "eh, ko staf, x layak mkan dgn aku"...NO...so not truE.....i have no problem eating with them....dah orang x ajak? kaN?

plus, msa aku kt tmpt lama, aku makan je dgn anak2 buah aku...xde msalah....i do have my own boudaries, but, apa salahnya? bukan nye aku hina my anak buah...NEVER DID, AND NEVER WOULD...i respect them....i adore them...they r my teachers in kewangan....so whut if i dont share any personal/private stuff with them? TAK BERDOSA PON? kan?

yes, i do have trust issue...back in my previous office...i only trust 6 people...huhuuuu..imagine working there diligently for the past 3 years, and u only find 6 people dat u can truly trust...gheeeeeeeeeeeeeee....i do have a complicated trust issue! well, after ALL that had happened, i have my own reasons as to y i refuse to b close to juz simply anyone from my office...if u had d same experience, im sure u wud do d SAME....

so, y do i care so much abt whut people think abt me?

saya tak sombong lah....owhh....whut d heLL....