as i was pacing back & forth looking for one of my anak buah...i sat down and think abt all the preparations needed for my first ever meeting regarding to dis finance thingy (sorry, had to b discreet). when suddenly, i juz realised....damn....dat meeting is in another 1 week...not dis monday as i thought....today is 11th, not 18th!
kenapa jadi mcm ni?
yes, i did get d date from d senior officer who advised me to do d meeting on 22nd. and yes, i know 22nd is monday....but, i thought dis coming monday is 22nd. and, because i will only have dat particular monday to settle d meeting & prepare feedbacks for my deputy dg (tuesday-cuti, wed-friday kursus), i was quite tensed.
truth is, i shudnt. and, d ugly truth is, im preparing all of d contigency plans for almost everything dat might backfire on monday.
sumtimes, i wonder, did my previous place really had sculpt me to be d person i m now? im very2 sure, a normal person wudnt accept the fact that u have to conduct a meeting, with a 1 day notice....im sure, a normal person wud choose d best time for dat meeting to take place...
but, the way i was sculpted, NO. u work on dateline. u have one date. u work towards it. and dat's why, when i thought i only have 1 day to prepare everything for d meeting, i was relatively calm & my mind was thinking how to get through it.
and, now, when i found out dat d meeting is set in 1week;s time, im quite worried... in my opinion, its too late. but, i dont know whether i shud raise my concern or not. if i raise it, im afraid, people might say, "aper minah ni, dh le baru, nk paksa2 orang pulak". but, if i dont raise it, it might turn out "lembapnyer minah ni wat keje".
warghhhh...., ke culture kt sini mmg bkn mcm tu?
a previous discussion with d senior officer...
me : owh, kta boleh reduce kpi kiter? i mean, lower down d level? boleh ke? xpe ke?
senior officer : buat apa kita janji utk benda yg kita tak mampu buat?
me : ooo....ok2. (kalau kat tmpt lama aku, ko bg jawapan mcm ni mmg nk kena la)
truth is, i dont know whether to stick to my current sculpt, or, change with d current situation...in my previous office, u think hard, beat the impposibilities....bnda plg last minit pun boleh. hari rabu petang suddenly decide nk wat retreat kt melaka on friday d same week...proceed!
hari rabu petang inform kna wat paper utk mesyuarat pengarah2 on jumaat, and d meeting is held in johor (which means, kna siap sebelum jumaat), proceed!
im sooooo used to ad-hocs situation, it has sculpted me to always respond on time to almost all d task given. (bukan nk bangga diri). truth is, i dont know whether dat is a gud thing or not...
when ur in a workplace where adhocs is normal, slow pace, sometimes, might drive u crazy.. but, u cannot force ur anak buah to work like u. ke aku ni dh jadi workaholic sebenarnya?
ke, sebenarnya, tmpt lama aku tu yg sgt2 xorganize?
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