stress....

i took a day off today.....tapi, aku sangat tak enjoy my day off....and why is dat? because i feel so stressed out....i keep worrying abt my job at d office...i cud feel my heartbeat getting faster...huhuuu....kenapa aku mcm ni....why am i so stressed out?

Mcamana aku xstress….ke aku ni mmg xpandai handle stress? Maybe aku ada anxiety problem? Huhuuuuu…org ckp, amek lah cuti….rest….haiii…msalahnya, everytime aku nk cuti, bala keje musti datang…dah banyak kali…and, im d type who don’t like to trouble my colleagues….im d type who don’t like other ppl to b in trouble coz I didn’t do my job well…..i hate it when im not at d office, my boss wud ask things that is under my responsibility...and i hate it when my colleagues terpaksa go through my pc or through files to get the information because they dont want to trouble my at home...that shows how unefficient my organization is....

Sometimes, I think I worry for almost every single thing abt my job….but, aren’t we suppose to take our job seriously? I work for d public….every penny dat I earn is frm the ppl….kan tu dah jadi amanah? Nnt akhirat, kalau ditanya apa aku buat dgn amanah aku, whut am I suppose to answer?

Although I did my best to make sure I finish all my job before going for my cuti rehat, ada je benda yang buat aku susahkan orang balik….ntah la…I guess I worry too much….but my worries are not baseless….with my working environment dat is prone to have adhocs almost every week, its quite hard to have a few days off….

tak suka stress....tak suka risau pasal bnda2 keje ni....haiiiiii.....